Stanley had a
good childhood. “When I was young, I was very smart, and
always thought I would be a millionaire or a
billionaire…. Because I was smart, I thought I could
earn more money than others. Because I earned money in
my early transactions, I thought I could earn more money
fast.”
Stanley gambled
on the stock market from age 20 until he was 34. For the
past two years, he has not gambled. During the last year
of his gambling, “I was very tired. I had many debts. I
always had to find money. I was very tired…. I was
thinking of my wife…. She didn’t know anything about
it…. I thought, if she knew, she would go away…. I
wanted to pass away so she could get my insurance money.
I thought about suicide…. I was planning, but did not do
it.” When she did learn about the debt, she said “you
have a problem – your feeling and your thinking are very
wrong. You have to go for a consultation or I won’t be
with you again.”